There is something rumbling within me, clawing at my insides in anticipation of coming out.
But I do not know how.
What would I say?
Who would I say it to?
How?
How?
There is something rumbling within me, clawing at my insides in anticipation of coming out.
But I do not know how.
What would I say?
Who would I say it to?
How?
How?
I want to visit the sea
And bury my sadness
In its deep, dark mystery
I carry my pain around in my pocket
Can I be rid of my heart’s attrition
Your photo in this white gold locket
Will I be free from this spellbound
If I just walk into this large, frightening body of water;
And lie down?
What is ‘time’, when you’re around? Unreal.
Merely a man made notion. The hands of my clock go unmoved.
I get so lost in your aura, almost blinded by the light you so effortlessly possess.
Who sent you?
Who has made you make me feel like the seasons?
You make me bloom like spring, you get me hot as if it were summer.
I fell for you like autumn and when I’m without you, I’m as cold as the winter.
Unrequited love
Halfway love
“I love you, but I’m still in love with my ex” love
Placeholder love
Emotionally unintelligent love
Sleeping together for years, but no title love
Waking up and seeing the light love
Cries coming from your belly bottom type love
Spending a lot of time and money on therapy love
Healing love
Relapsed love
Healing love
Healed love.
Untitled, unfinished, under construction
Feeling nothing – zero passion
Less than a woman due to mere existence
Ultimately, willing to risk it all
For a piece of normal – just a touch of the hem
For a hope in what is, what was, what is to come
It felt as if it came out of nowhere, when in actuality there was a gradual break down in the relationship. One day it was a whirlwind romance, then it was a light breeze, then hardly a tumbleweed.
Living with depression is so…
When everyone thinks you’re lazy
But you just want to die
Or it seems as if you’re uncaring
In actuality, you’re concentrating on not killing yourself.
Huh.
How do I let go?
How I move on?
This is something I need to know
Before it all goes wrong
Tales of a broken sky
She bled indigo
The burden of knowing was too much
The pain of loving was too great
Wandering aimlessly in her mind
Praying that tomorrow would be better
Please, please, please
side a): things will be okay soon. one day we will look back on this and laugh.
side b): I lied on ‘side A’.